Thursday, May 29, 2014

New Age

Josh is being medically discharged. I want to be with him more than anything in the world, but he's leaving and I can't go with him. Last time we talked, news was he's was leaving immediately.

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And I met someone else...

Our first date we clicked immediately. I stayed the night at his barracks, too. He even refers to me as his "girlfriend." I feel guilty for even being with another guy let alone liking him. The thing is... he's here. I could've chosen being with the person I love but I went with the newest, shiniest toy on the market. I connect so well with this new guy though, I have a great feeling it will be the right choice in the long haul.

We've been together for a couple weeks now -- this new guy and me. I think I may be falling for him. Everything is our relationship has been moving incredibly fast. It scares me to think that he may be the one.

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